1. Not here. Private messages, maybe? It's kind of boring though, and I don't really know if that's where I learned it first.

2. I'm just worried I'd end up not having anyone to hurt. The people it seems you consider not innocent, are usually in prison. I follow the law because I don't want to end up there.

I don't really know if I want to stop, you know. I was pretty sure in the beginning, but I'm starting to think I should just go with it. See where it takes me.
I can't decide. I want to hurt people, I really do, but I also want to stop hurting people. Most people didn't do anything really bad, they just annoyed me. Not always even that. It's not fair, I guess. I just don't really know why I should care about that. I can easily see why I should pretend to care, but not why I should actually care.