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Great post man. Wow. Meth just wrecks you extra fast. Someone once told me Alcoholism is so deadly because it first makes you think you don't have a problem, then it starts taking little pieces of your personality away - no big deal, barely noticeable you think.... then you start changing your daily routines to accommodate the drink.... then it has you. But not finished with you yet.... then it's usually a moderately slow downhill ride into real serious organ disease and damage but like you said, there is an obsession with it I think too, on top of the addiction itself. Alcohol is a slow killer. But I figure without help, it will eventually win - with anyone. I didn't really (not 'really') seriously consider getting help until I started throwing up blood and docs telling me I'd die. We are all prisoners of our addictions eh? whether liquor, meth, pills....

I've never done meth. Thankfully, or I would have become addicted immediately. So sad to hear about your ex-gf. Sounds like her life just got worse and worse....and to be living in a flop-house and jacking people's homes? yikes.

sendin good thoughts yer way m'friend!