I am sorry to hear you are struggling. please do what you can to take care of yourself. I had schizoid pop on my mmpi. when I looked it up I was really surprised at how much it fit me. I don't worry about it at all because I don't feel it interferes with my life at all. I mean every now and then I have a desire to have people in my life but then I think how complicated that gets and realize it is not worth it to me. thou I would like to feel more connected to my children.

congrats on being published!