I definitely have paranoia, and it's too the point that I'm not sure if the things that I'm thinking are real or my mind is messing with me and giving me this twisted thinking about my reality. I'm so so so paranoid with my husband and thinking/worrying that he is seeing other people. Every time his phone rings or he gets a text I am thinking it's another chick.
As far as dissociation, gosh !!! I read other people mentioning this before but I didn't think I had it on this way until I start paying attention to what they were actually describing.now I'm like ooohh my gooosh !!
Just today as I was driving home from work, Adobe thing started going through my mind, in not site what it was actually but it was done thing bad/hostile. Before I knew it I'm driving way to fast into the car in front of me to where I had to almost slam on my breaks. It was stop and go traffic on the highway so we weren't going very fast, but that's even more reason that I should have been paying more attention.instead I'm having flash backs/New made up hostile situations in my mind. It was like I was not aware of what was really going on at the moment until I came to.

Other times, my kids will ask me a question and I will hear them fully.But the actual words don't compute. It's like I hear the words and hear the question but I just can't translate until I ask it again.it's weird.
Another weird thing is this: I have also have ptsd. The thing about it is this, I don't get flash backs in the real sense of the meaning flash back. In my mind I will think about a New situation, made up in my head and I'll react it out how I wish it had have happened. Which usually turns out with me having some super power and right when they go to lift a hand to hit me I freeze them and they get scared and treat me better,etc, or I totally let them have it verbally and they just listen to me vent about them or set them straight. When those things go through my mind is usually when I go blank in the real world.