I lost my last relationship to my illness; and at the time I was afraid of doctors and was not yet ready to admit to myself that I needed help.

Now I am in treatment/recovery and am working on getting myself grounded.

Yet recently I've felt the flutters of my heart once more- but now I'm afraid that my BP will make any sort of romance a BAD idea.

I know that I need to work on myself, and I know that I am not yet ready for a relationship...but this unrequited crush really bugs me.

Any thoughts?

~Anna