My husband says I need to not be idle and that will help. I know he is right, to a point. But I feel like my body weighs a million pounds bc it's so hard for me to move. I tried to work out. I have always worked out regularly. I couldn't do it. I just didn't care and had no energy.

I have put off going to the grocery for 3 days now but the thought of showering and getting dressed and going out in the cold... ugh. It's sad that I am counting just putting in the workout dvd a success. I even took the vacuum out of the closet to clean but that is as far as I got.

And I just feel like a burden on my family right now.