I feel like the pain will never leave me. Why am I the way I am. So damn sensitive and self conscious. I want everyone to like me and hate any sort of conflict/confrontation. Especially mean nasty people I go out of my way to get them to like me in hopes they will not be mean to me. It never works and leaves me feeling awful. That is my issue. I'm ip tonight because I tried to help this mean nasty person at work and it ended with me making a simple mistake and her making a bigger deal out of it and telling everyone.
Like I said my real issue is not having the strength to say no. Instead thinking if I'm really nice to these types of people they will not be mean to me. I'm a naive idiot. A fool. A coward.
I m completely in tears right now.

Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk