My last day was great. I was floored to discover that my coworkers decorated my desk and brought cupcakes. On the very bad days, I felt horrible, and imagined that my boss hated me and my coworkers hated me too. So it was a good day. Mostly I feel pressure to "hang out" with them. Which I don't mind, and I do want to see them, but it's just a lot of social interaction for me. I'm tired. And the first day at my new job is tomorrow. I think I made a mistake agreeing to start so soon. Hopefully it will go well. I'm excited and nervous.