Thanks for all your insights because it helped me some. 2nd thought, I believe I am BP II because before medications, for many years, there was something going on in me indicating and matching the definition of some sort of BP. What has my psychiatrist said? Think only asked the first day with my wife beside me. She said so right away before I spoke out three words, in an aspirated way, out loud, off the subject way. Right away I was talking about (stupidly) me and another off the subject matter. Wife totally agree with her. Then I was issued
instructions, and told to go to the hospital just 20 miles north. Told to be there (wife took me thank God) 7 or 8 am. I was there 14 days when, or before, they released me. I did not cry until I got there and I felt I must me mentally ill.