My anxiety and panic can be debilitating at times. Simple activities that ppl love such as going out for drinks or dinner w friends, parties, concerts, spending time in the city etc I find almost paralyzingly at times. Which leads me to this weekend. I have a trip planned w my girlfriend to go to Iceland for vacation for five days. While everyone says how excited or jealous were going I am terrified. Everyone seems so
Into going away or vacations and I find them nightmarish. I'm scared I'm going to ruin the trip by getting inside my head or ruining it for my gf bc I'm so anxious. I have Klonipin as needed which I'm
Obviously going to have to take which I wish I didn't to take the edge off. This sucks. I can't enjoy anything it's bull ****