Nice to see you TJ although obviously would be nicer under better circumstances

For the record, I was also on sodium valproate for most of this year, and never diagnosed with epilepsy. Only reason I'm not now is because I stopped all my meds (oops

) Try not to let all the assessments and different diagnoses get to you. You are still you, whatever label you are given doesn't change that. Just hopefully it will lead to better treatment for you so that you are more able to manage the bad times.