Hi. I just started therapy 4 weeks ago. I called the therapist yesterday to ask if I could come in again- tomorrow (today) as I was really depressed wanted to kill myself (but did not say that in VM). I also asked her about psych drugs. Anyways, she called me back later that night but I was already asleep saying hse could barely hear my voicemail but knew that it was me and knew that I wanted to come in tomorrow but that she was booked and would try, and give me a call in the morning. and to hang in there and she would make me feel better "i promise".

now flashforward she did not call me at all today. I feel really sad and want to terminate therapy. It took a lot for me to reach out and call anyways and ask that and then for her not to call the next day at all like she said she would to me means she doesn't care. I text a friend about it and she said "look you're just another patient she probably sees 100 people like you". well and it's true. it's just another person. who doesn't care. so what should I call and say I don't want to come anymore. ?