I left a voicemail asking for 2x a week. She could barely hear my voicemail apparently, but called me back hours later saying she did get a voicemail, could barely hear it, but knew it was me. And that she would try to get me in today, but didn't think she could and was booked up, but regardless would call me at least to talk on the phone.

Flashfoward- no call at all today. I'm really upset. I feel really abandoned and also I never want to ask for anything ever again. I might terminate the therapy.