My physical condition that I suffer from is really affecting me atm as I'm having a severe outbreak since yesterday (dissecting folliculitis). It's causing me a lot of pain, discomfort, and bleeding. Today is my father's birthday and I don't want to be selfish but I really do not want to go out to dinner with my parents and brother. I just want to stay home and not be anywhere in public....but I don't want to be the person who ruins what is supposed to be a day for celebrating my father's birthday.