its important to you that people trust you and not question your authority, isn't it psisci.

did you feel helpless as a kid? helpless, and you needed someone to be worthy of idealisation someone who you could look up to and rely on and depend on?

so now...

you try and provide that for others. because you think that someone strong and authoratitive and so on is most likely to help them... because... that is what you think would have been most likely to help you? and it helps you feel in control when idealised. in control and competent.

but when people don't idealise you and they take your opinion as one in many...

things crumble rather, don't they.

and the world is against you and people are hostile. they are like that often, you say. i say: why do you perceive that to be the case?

not everybody needs someone on a big white horse. when authorities have abused our trust trust needs to be earned and not assumed. compassion goes a long way. house is a very interesting tv show but it ISN'T realistic. thats partly why people watch it for a bit of escapism.

trust needs to be earned and not commanded. especially when there is a pattern of lashing out in pre-emptive strike.