Quote:
Originally Posted by whateverforever1
Yes, I agree with you. I left that in the voicemail to her that she apparently couldn't hear at all (possibly true given the location I was when I left it). NOW that she hasn't called me back the last thing I want to do is ask to come in 2x a week. For me asking for help is not easy. I'm not assertive. I'm a little shy. and me calling a therapist and leaving voicemails means I began to trust her. Now that she hasn't called me back I feel very rejected. If she doesn't call back at all by tonight I won't feel comfortable with her anymore. Even if she does call back, I will reject her call. I know this is not rational but it's just how I feel. I don't even know what to tell her... like... ummmm? sorry, but I feel rejected? lol.
|
It really ****ing sucks when you do something that isn't easy, and then get blown off. It makes all the sense in the world to not want to actively cause yourself more grief like that...
except you're dealing with distressing ****
anyway.
The question is, do you want the guaranteed distress, alone... or the chance at something different, by trying something different?
I know calling is difficult, but you did it, and you're (pissed off, hurt) and still here.