I know exactly how you feel. I lost my dog in 2012 . I'm so sorry for your loss !! I can totally relate to you on this !! I felt so lost and all I did was cry for months . What helped me was realizing that I was lucky to be the one to have my amazing dog in my life not just as a pet but as family as my baby and my best friend and no one else had that but me. And always helped me that always remember your baby will always be in your heart forever and you have amazing memories and probably tons of photos that no one can take away from you !! But your baby will always be with you no matter what in your mind thoughts and at heart ! One day you guys will be together and never apart again ! ❤ I know its not easy its really hard to go threw something like this . I still cry over my dog . But it doesn't get easier you just learn to accept it and to deal with it but the good times and when you had each other is what matters and the love the laughs and the smiles and how good you guys were with the dog and how caring and loving you guys were to the dog and gave your baby an amazing long happy life with you and your husband !! cherish that forever and no one can take that away from you !! And no other dog will ever replace your baby and he/she is at peace now and would want you to be happy !! Keep your head up stay strong hun! Xoxoxo