Thanks guys,

Your support really helps - it's made me feel less alone at a time I feel down right awful. I've struggled to eat, get out of bed and generally function the last few days I just feel so worthless

I suppose I got very defensive in the meeting, as it was someone new and I'm not a big fan of change! And often I tried to change the subject when he started talking about topics I found uncomfortable.

I've spoken to my Gp about it down the phone and he just said that a pdoc is more qualified than him to make a psych desicion so nothing can be done.

I feel like I've just been left alone to kill myself.