I'd love to say that life has gotten better, but there are some things that are just pulling me back from saying it. It's winter and I'm cold most of the time, (that's just a minor thing, I am Canadian after all) I'm not eating as much as I should (or what I should), I'm barely getting any school work done, and I'm having a lot of nightmares since I was kicked out. Because of that I'm just not sleeping and I'm getting sleep deprived.
Also, there's something going on with my face, it's dry, tight, flaky, and dark. I'm not sure if it's the dry winter or what I'm eating, or something. Moisturizer just burns my face and it dosnt seem to work. I have no idea why it's like this, but it's uncomfortable having this dry skin...
Over all, there are up perks and down perks... Just... Right now... My face hurts and I don't wanna sleep.
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"isn't it great to be different, isn't it wonderful to be exactly who you are. When you learn to start accepting yourself, you'll become a shining star." - Forest Rain
As much as I love that song and how touching the message is, I cant accept the mask covering who I really am. The guy I am now is only covering the girl I really am. I'd love to come out of the closet about it, but I'm terrified as to what my family and friends may think of me.
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