I know, by experience, that I must not focus on my sadness. I know where it can take me and it's really not in a good place. It just sometime after a blow like this one it hurt so much and it leave me without strength. Discourage. Hopeless.

I will eventually get over it like so many time before. I will push it aside deep down in my heart. I will keep it silent with all the other silent hurts.

Thank you all dear kind people. There is not enough people like you in this world.

Love you all!