I had negative maternal transference with previous T. I didn't hate her - I adored her actually. I just always felt like she was playing with me and that I had to keep her happy or she would punish me. She had no idea how to deal with it - it frustrated the hell out of her and she said as much.
She ended up terminating me because she didn't feel she could help me - she couldn't resist the pressure from me to accept the projection and I had absolutely no idea what was going on. It took a good six months with T before I was even able to start seeing it.
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'...
At poor peace I sing
To you strangers (though song
Is a burning and crested act,
The fire of birds in
The world's turning wood,
For my sawn, splay sounds,)
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Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue
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