Ok, that's a big exaggeration. But I do think I need help. I signed up for an art class, and I wasn't able to go today, my anticipatory anxiety got so bad. I just gave up. I really want help. Like, I want to go to therapy and work on this every week. I am always signing up for stuff, when I'm lonely. And then, when it comes time to go, my anxiety gets so bad I bail. This has been going on for a long time.