..... the depression screening. 3's straight down . I was asked if I was going to commit suicide any time soon. My new PCP is awesome! He went over psych meds. re-wrote them like nothing, something NO ONE would do. He made sure our meds are covered in Dec. He wants me to take the lamictal until seeing pdoc as viibryd isn't covered (as long as I'm eating) but he's going to try to get everything prior authorized. I'm not on the PRN 1. He doesn't believe in PRN 2. Tardive dyskinesia.

He did mention that I may have to live with serious side effects because BP is serious and I need an AP but it'll be a lot harder for me because of all my other neurological issues. That I have plenty of psych drugs to attempt before settling. That most of my husband's medical issues are due to not having BP under control. He has us going to a dietitian. He asked me to never answer the sui thoughts as a 3 unless I have doubts I wont make to my next appointment but he appreciates my honesty. I did gain weight from the seroquel no idea how much as they are taking my weight backwards and removing weight/BMI measurements from the papers I receive. He set my husband up to get his keloids removed. It's a walk in clinic so walk in if we need him. He's not against the baker act (5150 / involuntary) and will use it. I will probably be baker acted more than once by him. We go back in 3 months if we don't walk in sooner.
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My husband's T has been urging us to sit at the pdoc's office until a cancellation. People don't seem to understand driving cost's money. My husband is now in a walk in basis for his T and if it's an issue with me it's "just get her here".
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Why am I the one people seem more stressed about even after they tell me I'm the one holding everyone together? Thou I did suggest giving our son up for adoption last night. Yep still horribly mixed.