One more thing....I agree with Snakecharmer...whenever my docs have discussed narcotic abuse, drug tests, pill contracts with me, they've always put it into context. That way, I didn't feel attacked or singled out. One doc even made my husband come in when I first started to see him. He explained that any patient on narcotics had to have a personal support, someone close to them to watch their behavior and look out for signs of developing addiction. No problem, because he was compassionate and understanding when he explained it.

That receptionist had no business attacking you like that...seems like it was her problem, and she tried to give it to you!! I've left pharmacies and doctors' offices sobbing because of those types of attacks. It's hard enough to not take personally on a normal day, but when you're in serious pain and they're denying you relief while being rude and condescending??? It feels impossible!!!

I really hope you get some relief soon, because I know how relentless the pain can be and how the days stretch on and on...good luck and I hope having people to share it with can help!!