Not doing well. Wbc count was up Thursday and went to see reg doc Friday to get answers. Didn't get any. She's as baffled as I am. Ordered more blood work, ultrasound of my kidneys, x ray of my leg because I still have a knot where I tripped over a chair 3months ago, wants a CT scan of my head, and have to see a hemotologist on Tue. This is kicking the depression up major time. My reg doc is thinking it's something autoimmune. I just want fixed. I'm numb this morning. I just want to not face the world, but I'm making myself. Have to try to function. I'm still so tired. I don't know if it's from all the medical crap or not. I don't want to see what this medical bill is going to look like. I was scared yesterday but now I'm just numb.
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PTSD possible bipolar
Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin
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