Hi Sleezyks. I understand your thought process. When I found a lump in my Breast 12years ago I had the same thoughts. When I did go in sure enough I did have cancer, however it hadn't spread. I did have to have chemo and radiation, which if I had gone in when I first found it surgery alone would probably have been enough. I am now glad I didn't die because I would have missed so much, including my only daughters wedding.

I just came out of a long depression myself and still understand the thoughts but have lived to see meds finally work when I had given up.

Please go to the doctor. There is light at the other end of the tunnel.

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