It doesn't feel like it right now... But I can assure you that you'll be missed.
Try talking to someone with whom you trust... If you feel like you can't then how about trying to call a helpline? They don't know who you are so you will not worry that someone is judging you... Not that anyone would judge you anyway.
Or keep talking on here as there are many people that know how you feel and are here to talk to too.

xXx

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