Hello Brokenentity,

I don't have any advice I can offer. I wish I did. However, I just wanted to say that the fact you're here means you are pretty strong. It is much easier to give up and do nothing, not seek help. I know - that's how I did it for years. Asking for help is gut wrenching. It requires acknowledging that you're having a moment of weakness in front of others. That is why I never talked to anyone for years. So I admire your courage and your ability to bring this up. It isn't weakness to admit you need help - it's weakness to never say anything at all. It takes real courage and strength to say "Hey, I need to talk to someone." You are strong.

FF2