alexandra i'm so sorry you feel this way. i have probs with abandonment too. and rejection. reach out to us here at pc we will try to help you. you are amongst friends here. you can trust with time. pm me anytime if you need to. i am your friend. without this site i would be abandoned still, i have true friends here from all over the world who i love and respect.

hope you feel better soon, all my love kerry xoxoxoxox

((((((((((((((((((alex))))))))))))))))safe hugs