I like the idea of this thread. Let's see. This morning I felt like I wanted to throw up. But I'm getting through today. I'm thinking of actually writing or something. I'm not sure what. But I've turned off the TV. And I will even take a shower. But I still feel like I'd be happiest if I had no emotions at all. I just want to be numb and not feel the pain, or the anger, or anything at all anymore. I don't care about being happy, I just want to be.