Oh, I know how overwhelming the visits to docs can be. Try putting down some plan how to handle this - one doc per week or so. I have to plan several visits for my kids, it's too stressful for me, I hate calling to make appointments, waiting rooms make my cry etc. But you need to take care of yourself, I know it's sometimes hard and sometimes it's easier to thine about other people needs first, but you family needs you, and needs you to feel well. Take care!