I'm sorry you aren't getting the proper acknowledgement you should be getting from health care progessionals. I can't speak for Anorexia, but I have bulimia and I know realize it is a sure sign of something deeper going on inside a person (I finally got this lady week, I see it and can admit that ED have something to do with emotions, something I denied, I just said I liked to eat but didn't want to gain more weight). Anyways, I am bordering the normal/ overweight BMI so I do understand what you mean it is hard to say you have an ED when you don't look starved. It is still just as serious, bulimia is very damaging to a person physically and emotionally. Hang In There Hun, I can't offer much in the way of how to heal from it, but I do understand what you are saying.