I have a great therapist that is helping me try to deal with this. My husband has one too. I'm trying to get a new Psychiatrist since I moved but every time I get evaluated I get told It's in my head and I'm just depressed. I don't call four days awake depressed. I had a Psyciatrist before who diagnosed me and went inpatient when I got suicidal when I didn't have my meds. I'm just resistant to the bipolar meds and the mania is out of couontrol.