If I had feelings, I never wanted to act on them. I tried to be a good friend to her, but sometimes I did feel possessive towards anyone usurping her time. I did have a lot of jealousy over her boyfriend, just because he came into her life when we were very close, and suddenly he took priority. He was like her best friend I suppose, and that hurt too, because he provided two roles for her whereas I could only be the next closest friend.