Hi eina, thank you for sharing this with us.

I think being diagnosed by different dr could likely mean that you are bp.

It is entirely your choice as to how you deal with this.

You can choose to take meds or you can choose not to take meds.

But ask yourself - how is this working for me?

Don't worry about what others think about your diagnosis - that's their business - not yours.

What you've been describing seem like real episodes. I don't believe you've lied to get this diagnosis or twisted anything. You've merely told it as it is.

Do you see a therapist that you can discuss this with?