I can understand mourning the loss of the friendship. I had one not too long ago where we were as close as sisters for like 10 years at work, and she flat out stabbed me in the back trying to make herself look good. After that, I just couldn't go back to being friends.

The reality, I think, is your friend has already made it as clear as she is able to. That doesn't have to be something wrong with you...it's about her and the situation.

Possibly she just can't handle having a relationship with a boy and a friendship with you at the same time and had to make a choice. If that's the case, it would be understandable that she couldn't say so. It might help if you can try to see how she felt or where she was coming from.

I hope you can make another friend and still keep a life of your own going...maybe make a couple of friends , although I have been in situations where one friend would get "jealous" of another and that kinda sucks.

This is just my own experience, but maybe it can help....hope so.

stephanie