He read my rant to his father about sending him to boarding school. His dad saying maybe with family but not boarding school. Then all my thoughts on why he couldn't stay with them. Now he thinks I don't love him. He begged me to not send him to boarding school and did his school work all day. I don't feel sorry for the things I said but I feel bad he read them. So I'm not really sure how to apologize. I still feel the same way but I'm sorry he read it .