I have always suffered with anger problems, I have tried to get help but I cannot beat this. I have relapsed again, I am scaring my wife who is pregnant. I try to beat this but I can't do this anymore, I want to change for my wife and child but I am scared my wife will leave me. I have booked an appointment with the doctor tomorrow to get some medication, I dont know what else to do. I have tried to put my bad past and childhood behind me but I can't seem to do it.