Thanks to all of you. I think its best if i dont go. It wasnt my friend making me it was a police man who questioned me as she had mentioned she told me stuff in school. I remembered a little of what she told me but not as much as she thinks. Even though i was vague with the officer he still sumonsed me to court. I mentioned it to my friend and she told me she opened up to me in bunny park when we were kids. I dont remember that insident. All i remember is a: when we were in school she wanted to run away and for me to come with her, she said her step dad was going to force her to go abroad and marry her uncle. The second thing is about 5 years ago she told me she was sexually abused by her step father. We were all drunk at the time so i dont remember the details clearly.
I cant bear to be torn apart, look like an idiot and possibly make things worse. I think i will plead illness. My anxiety is through the roof. I cant take the pressure either. Thanks everyone for your advice and support.