yep, I'm right there with y'all. I get frustrated. I see other elders with more energy and health, others with less. I thought I'd be among the mores. I grieve for lost potential. I believe depression has aged me greatly. I have to own that and live my best, I know, and find a way to be OK with my best that is not what I hoped. I now hope I recognize my new limitations correctly, so i don't hurt others or myself. mindful fear?