I didn't feel bad....you just highlighted something i think i know in my logical mind...i'm indecisive

i'm sort of afraid of going back....because i've been verbally wish-washy with my therapist too. saying things like I don't see a point in coming back (just this past week i mentioned it in some material I gave her)..but at the same time I said I thought I needed one session before i made final decision on ending therapy for good. but about a month back I said was ready to come back to therapy and my break was over. i hate putting her through my junk....for all the reasons I listed above in my "essay" about my past.