I wish I could get professional help which is almost a rarity here. Is it possible to get out of this by my own? I really can't help it anymore, I am so embarrassed about it that I never told anyone (not even my parents) that I was robbed once and I'm now scared of interacting with strangers now (I'm pretty sure that if I'd tell it to anyone I'd be labeled as a coward/worthless of not being able to safeguard myself).