Hi...
so my mom and I were bickering about me not feeling good all the time. I told her part of me just wants to go sit in a hospital and wait until they can figure out what's wrong with me, and she said "I don't know, maybe that's what we need to do" and then she said "Well, not that kind of hospital" referring to mental hospital I believe... but I was thinking about it,but then if I went back I'd be letting everyone down- my old therapist, my mom and sister and dad, my therapist now, teachers- everybody.
What should I do? Sometimes I seriously need help like at *that* moment whenever the moment strikes- I always think "Oh my God, what if that happened and I would get sent away..." Geez life sucks at the moment.