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Originally Posted by ShyPoetGirl
Thank you...the feeling is horrible, isn't it? I've never even had a boyfriend, so it's not like I've ever had much physical affection in my life. It's a terrible way to live. I'm glad you have your T who can give you a hug, I don't have a T and can't get one at the moment for several reasons. The only person to give me a hug is my mom, but she can't give me the kind of hugs I really need right now. I really need to be cuddled, more like.
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You use the name "Shy Poet Girl".....
There's a lot to be made of that. Certainly get into therapy...and school. Set your sights on an English Lit degree and don't worry about "being popular"...it will happen all by itself.
I can see from your writing that you are bright and articulate but need to be let loose on the world! I can also see the bullying at school is a mitigating factor. I'd suggest you take some beginners martial arts classes...which will build your self-confidence and get you socialising. Many classes specifically deal WITH schoolyard bullying.....
A good step was in seeking some companionship and understanding here on this website. Your next step is to find a physical group of folks that share your world...
I hope you find your way. Meanwhile...use these emotive issues to write some great poetry. There are people just like you out there that need to read them...
