. To to too much eating these last three days after months of severe restricting and I feel right **** for it. HATE feeling full up, fat, lazy and tired. Never can get anything done, can't be ******d, I'm the completely opposite when im on an eating binge. I'm slow, lazy, sloppy, tired, irritable and hate myself again. Wanna get back to severe restricting, where I KNOW where I am, it's the only way I can live for now. That's with a view to get on the high route to finding true recovery and I know it. Good luck guys. Xxx
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