Sometimes I discuss philosophical stuff with my therapist but I've kind of gotten used to not being able to discuss my thoughts with most people. I used to think my thoughts were just too strange. That's one of the reasons that it's a relief when I discover that some of the philosophers have had some of the same ideas.

I did have a therapist who was really good at listening to my ideas and listened carefully but it felt like I was paying a lot of money to have a philosophical discussion. So I started seeing if I could find other places where I could have these discussions.