I kept busy all day and I didn't really stop to think much, but now it is bedtime and I am very sad and very tired. Worrying about work isn't helping me much either. I know I could use some more time off but if I do that then I'll be referred to a hearing where they can sack me, for being ill, it sucks. They wouldn't treat someone with a physical ailment like this. I hope the Employment Support Worker can help sort things out for me, I am so tired of fighting, first I spent the summer fighting for psych support and now I'm fighting work, all I want to do is hibernate.