786 I'm learning all the time. The advice hear is good. It also helps know there are people are going through the same problems and same struggles as you, that your not a freak, in my life I seem to be the only one who has issues. It good to see how others have overcome some of the same issues you are dealing with. As for the employment issue I'm not working now and am trying to figure out a way to get into the workforce again. I understand your feelings.