> Am I asking to hard questions?

no, you are asking questions that would take me a while to explain, though. it would take me a while and i'm not surer i could be much clearer than the article i gave you already.

i'm not sure i agree with the article a great deal... on the way the EP's split and stuff but it is an interesting notion... i'm also not sure that trauma is required but whatever, whatever ;-)

i know its long... i guess its a matter of how much you really want to know ;-)

(i'd just kind of skim the sections that aren't so relevant)