Lately I just can't fight this. I am terrified to be alone. I feel the need to be around people or friends or my boyfriend or parents or family or my pets or just be completely entertained or distracted because I am going threw a terrible time. I have thoughts that repeat over and over in my head and it makes me believe after awhile what I feel is not true at all when I actually do know what is true and thinking so much about it makes me feel otherwise when I know the truth beneath and it really is messing with my head and I feel my mind has a mind of my own. My brain and thoughts everything is getting the best of me . I just can't control it . I have lost my mind. I feel I am at the end . I am on edge I feel like I will do something bad to myself because this is making me go into a bad severe depression and it stresses me out big time . So I am terrified to be alone. I just can't be alone. I don't think I will get threw the night never mind this week . I need help This is getting really bad and it goes away then comes back . I just want to be myself again and not have my brain tricking me into believing things that I know are not true but eventually tricks me into believing it is true and it is really scarey to go threw this all alone with no one to talk to about this ... I feel like a crazy person .